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Weekend Writing Warriors/#8Sunday – Poetry from Reflections & Dreams

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Hello all! It’s great to be back on Weekend Writing Warriors after so long. I’m glad you stopped by to read my snippet. I’m offering one from my poetry collection, Reflections & Dreams, which is in the final editing stages. It’s a big change from teenagers hopping around on a hot floor.

This poem is entitled, Blue Rain, which is about an ex pursuing you after the relationship is done. I wrote it after my divorce. Here it is:

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Can feel the blue rain,

Droplets of deep sorrow,

Kissing my face,

Washing away life’s energy.

 

Soon as I feel the blue rain,

I know you’re near.

Casting the shadow of black love,

Hazel eyes, dark freckles haunting me

 

Soon as I feel the blue rain,

Angels of death now approaching,

Come to whisk away my soul,

Leave me empty as the bottle,

Lying in the beggar’s cold hand.

 

When your name shows on display,

I feel the blue rain.

Your voice sends shock waves,

Crawling all over my body,

Can’t get rid of you.

 

Indulging in the sunshine and sweet brew,

Then you appear.

Away with the sun,

Gusty wind arrives,

On with the blue rain.

This is my first time sharing poetry, so I’m not sure how you’ll all react. But I’d love to know your thoughts. I’ll share another poem next week. I won’t be on W.W.W. every week as my semester is busier than the last one.

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Walking in the rain

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This past weekend was a rather wet and miserable one here in the Sunshine State. In the summer, it is common for afternoon thunderstorms but they usually last an hour or two. This weekend, it rained on and off – but mostly on. Most people dread rainy days and just want to be indoors. Depression, somber, fatigue often characterizes rainy days. I admit, I’m no fan of rainy days; I much prefer the sunshine. But then again, we have to face rainy days sometimes. Just think what the folks in places like Vancouver, Ireland, and Halifax have to go through. I didn’t want to be cooped up all weekend, so I decided to walk on the beach in pouring rain without an umbrella – that’s right you read it! I walked out on the beach in the rain and it wasn’t the first time I did so.

Since I was laid off from work last month, I’ve been going through a rough time trying to figure out what to do next. Furthermore, my dreams of teaching English in Spain have been wiped out by the economic crisis and fierce competition. You might say I’m ‘lost’ at the moment, but I will get there. Anyways, I decided to forget thinking about the future and enjoy the present, so I just stepped outside, strolled the beach under the gloomy sky, and let the droplets run down my skin. Oddly enough, I wasn’t alone as there were a few brave souls basking in the rain. I walked for half a mile and back, not caring about getting soaked but just enjoying the moment. For me, this helped clear my head and get in touch with what was real. That moment, I enjoyed who and where I was and nothing else mattered. Not even the angry sea could take me away from take me away from that ‘place.’ In those moments on the beach in the rain, I felt like I was spending time with God because my mind was clear and all my troubles left me. I encourage you to do the same at least once in a while.

You see when rainy days come, they naturally get you to run and hide. However, when you do like I did, you’re saying “I’m not afraid of you, bring it on! I can take it!” This can boost your confidence and prepare you for similar scenarios in life – your boss, coworker, anyone who may try to intimidate you. In regards to my previous point, walking in the rain and enjoying it can clear your mind and relieve any stress you might have at that moment. It also helps to live and enjoy the present moment, which is something a wise friend told me to do. I might sound like a ‘weirdo’ but give it a shot! You won’t know ‘til you try. Moreover, because we’re into summer, this is best time to try it. After all, walking in the rain when it’s warm won’t do you any harm. Enjoy the moment and enjoy the rain!

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